okaaayy okaayy soo this dream was kind of weird. soo it started in our basement. soo there we like 6 people sitting on the pool table and then ryan was on the computer.. and the cartel was playing in our basement! LIVE! but it was only will (lead) and nic (guitar). the rest of the band weren't there because they had to go pick up their kids who's in kindergarten.. ( they don't really have kids in real life.. ) okaay so blah. will sings.. blah. and then the rest of their bandmates came down with a bunch of kids.. kindergarten-ers. soo yeah and then all of a sudden we were in a real concert stage.. it like an arena type of. and i was in the audience and i was with people.. blah no one was really performing, there was just a lot of people. so i tried to sneak in backstage.. blah. and all of a sudden. we're not in the arena anymore.. we were at the field. and there was this REALLy tall bleacher filled with people.. haha and then FIELD of GRASS.. then a stage..and cartel was performing again. and then the next thing i know.. i was with kevin, joe and nick.. or known as the jonas brothers. haha but i wasn't just like a fan. i was ONE of them, like i was a member of the group.. like i go on stage with them and stuff but i just stand there. hahaha. soo yeahh. so blahh i was hanging-out with them. we went to the very top of the bleacher.. blah hanging out.. and then we went to the backstage cause they had to perform.. and there's to ways.. there's a boys entrance and a girls entrance.. soo i had to go to the girls and all three of them went to the boys.. and then the girls entrance was kind of like.. and obstacle course. it was insane i had to go down the steps..under the stage and it was really dark.. and then i saw this girl who was crying cause she couldn't find her coin so i helped her looked for it and then i found it, i gave it to her she was happy and went on her little bike with training wheels and then her dad was there and was like.."sweetie what are you doing here" and the little girl was like "daddy! I FOUND MY COIN!" soo yeah.. ( that was really weird haha.. anyways.) soo after that i left. blah.. went through doors and stuff then i got to the back of the stage itself. and then i saw joe on this tube thing and then there was a steering wheel in there ( like one of those mcdonalds playplace thing..) and yeah he was "driving" and nick was just watching.. and i was like... woah! it's hard to get here! and nick was like... "oh yeahh, well you'll get used to it!" im like okaayy. so they went on. blah and as said, i was just standing there... haha.then it was over so we decided to go on the top bleachers again. so we were going up the stairs. kevin ran up and locked the doors to enter the bleacher "the seats" soo yeah and nick got in for some reason ..so me and joe were like screaming KEVIN OPEN THE DOOR! and then the people were getting mad at us cause we were soo loud! so kevin opened the door secretly so me and joe got in. and we tried to like hide in corner because this guy called security to kick us out because we were loud. so the security came. and we were still hiding in the corner. and then the security was like "where are they?" the guy was like "over there somewhere" and then these three girls stood up to leave.. also known as "everlife" (UGH!) soo yeah and the guy was like.. "ohh there! that's them! (pointing to the everlife) soo they got kicked out. they didn't even know what was going on. and the four of us were just laughing! hahaha. soo yeah and then after that. we left. blah. TOUR!. blah.. we hung-out alot. blah! hmm soo me and nick hang-out, like we talk alot and he was like a REAL little brother. like he was soo nice and so brotherly haha i dont know. and then i hung-out a lot with kevin. LIKE A LOT! like i could talk to him about anything. well i could do that with all three of them but me and kevin just talk alot. and joe.. well, we talk and do pranks and everything but he seemed kind of distant. soo yeah.. and then one day. kevin asked me out... i was like.. OMG! but in my head well, i really like you cause you're really nice and i could talk to you but i really like joe too.. yeahh thats what i was thinking.. but i went out with him anyway.. soo we were going out.. blah.. and then like.. me and joe never seemed to hang-out anymore.. even though i was with them the whole time.. cause i was on tour with them,,, Joe and I never really "talked" anymore.. after he found out that me and kevin were going out. soo yeahh.. and then another one day. well kevin and nick were infront and they were like doing something. so it was just me and joe at the back. so I decided to talk to him. soo.. paola: hey joe whats up?? hmm i haven't really talked to you in a while." joe: hmm yeah i know. paola: what's wrong? you seem kind of sad?" joe: me? hmm nothing, i dont know. paola: come on! you know you can tell me anything.. whats wrong? joe: i really dont know... well okaay. i know this is not right and everything cause kevin is my brother and i care about him and i really want him to be happy. but i just have to tell you this.. i have to tell you that i really like you and i've liked since the beginning before you even went out with kevin! i know this is not right and i dont want to disappoint kevin but i just had to tell you this. paola: ( i was just in shock ) but joe.. joe: i know! just.. paola: you should have told me this before.. ( really really upset ) joe: just don't tell kevin cause i don't want to hurt him.. and i understand everything. just make him happy cause i like seeing him happy. paola: ( about to cry ) then... joe had to leave cause kevin was calling him. soo i was just standing there.. in shock and about to cry.. and then kevin went to me and was like "what's wrong?" and i was just like.. "nothing" soo at the end i was still going out with kevin because I didn't want to hurt him.. blah... hahaha. soo yeahh that was my dream. woah! DRAMA FILLED but still AMAZING! hahaha

AHHHH!!!!! hmmm let's sayy one of the best day's of my life?!!! well, i say that a lot when something great happens.. but this "thing" that happened was amazing... let's say it made me feel like i was floating the whole day! hahaha.  lets start the 18th of july.

12:00am - We walked to tita lorna's room brought the cake we baked for her and the gift we bought her because it was her birthday! soo we sang happy birthday.. haha and yeahh we kinda had problems with the candles but it was okk. whatever. she was surprised.  yeah we're just good like that. hah soo she opened the gift and it was a green hollister shirt. she said she loved it soo we'll go by her opinion. and then in the card it says.."yeah here's a shirt to match out HIP daddy" haha because for father's day we got uncle eric an abercrombie & fitch shirt. it was hot pink, collared-shirt. soo anyways.. so yeahh that was cool. and then after we ate the cake.. blah we sat back down the couch and continue watching the first season of one tree hill. we were having some sort of one tree hill marathon. yeah thanks to abby! so yeahh that was fun. stil watching it. and it was already 3 and we had to wake up early cause we're going to new york city for the day. so finally fell asleep around 4:45am-ish.

5:30am - I woke up to take a shower and get ready. soo blah blah.

7:20am - We left the house to go to the bus station to NYC. It was me, alexis, rowe, and tita lorna. ugh. i tried to go on the bus and it worked for a couple of minutes but it was really hard. i had the window seat and it's hard for me to fall asleep by the window cause i always look at the view outside and sometimes it doesn't bore me. haha.

9:10am - We arrived Port Authority. We met up with P.J because he had to babysit alexis and I for the day because tita lorna had to go to work. soo rowe left us to go to work cause he was already kind of late. so yeah. we took the subway to go to columbus circle. went to the 3rd floor. and OH! PEOPLE! mostly our age! hahaha. and mostly girls. yeah. but it wasn't as I expected. I expected so much more. so we stood on the line and around 9:45-ish tita lorna left us with P.J to go to work. and then a couple of minutes after that P.J left us to go around the mall cause standing there is boring. he was like just call me when you're done. and we were like ok.

10:30am - The Jonas Brothers Press Conference/Signing was suppose to start. but it didn't because the Jonas Brothers weren't there yet. They were late because of all the flooding that was happening and they had to go on a helicopter to get to their location which is at columbus circle. the 3rd floor. samsung area. soo blah. and then ew found out that there was a v.i.p list. which had a round 50 people. and they told us that it's only the v.i.p's who get to go in for the press conference and the rest of us will not be able to see the Jonas Brothers. so yeah at that time everyone was pretty pissed.

11:45am - They started the Press Conference. and all those people who can't go in, including us was just outside looking at the window to see what was happening inside.  And eventually we saw the Jonas Brothers go on stage and they were wavinga and all but we couldn't hear anything that was happening inside soo yeah that kind of sucks.

1:30pm - Well I'm not really exact with time but it's somewhere around it. so yeahh someone went outside and we found out that we get to see the Jonas Brothers and meet them!! so everyone was FLIPPING OUT!!! major NEWS!!! but they were like you only get to meet them, no cameras and no signing. i was like NO CAMERAS??!! ahhh no pictures??!! but whatever we get to meet them. so they sent people in groups of ten to go inside.. blah. we got in. we were like the 10th batch of people to go which was very lucky!! okayy so we got in.. i saw them. WAY CLOSER than six flags. even though we saw them pretty close. haha but this time it was different. soo they were just saying thank you to people. greeting and them,, and HUGGING THEM!! soo yeah. i was in line and then alexis was behind me. while we were getting closer. i was getting more nervous ( woah just writing about this makes me nervous.. it's like im there again. im feeling the same way now.. ahhh anyways.. back to the story... ) I told alexis to go infront of me. but she was like no!! and then it was my turn!! ahhhh kevin... he was like smiling and all and he looks cuter in person. he held my arms and he said " thank you so much for waiting outside, we appreciate it" and i was just like... oookaayy. i couldn't say anything. i couldn't think at all and then he hugged me.. ahh it was tight and it felt good. i put my arms around his neck and yeah. and then next in line.. nick. ahhh his gorgeous smooth sexy face!! ahh he is soo freaking adorable. soo we hugged his arms was around my neck and my arms were under. around his upper body area.. woohhh. and then while we were hugging i said in his ear. "omg nick you're so cute!" and hug was over. and the he giggled a little and he was like.."Thanks." and then OMG! JOE JONAS WAS NEXT! i couldn't breathe and I didn't know what to do. I just stood there. he was like "Hi!" and then he reached out with one arm ( his right arm ) to hug me and i just hugged him back.. my arms were under like the way it was with nick and joe's arm was around my neckk.. ahhh! and then i had to leave. i walked out. wanting to scream soo bad and eventually i did. i walked and i was like. to alexis.."seriously don't fucking touch me right now" aaahhH!! i was still in shock. hahaha. and it felt like i was floating!!! ahhh awesome! ugh.. and then after a few hours I calmed down a little. and then i started to realize that what happened in there.. the "hugging" thing. was the opposite of my dream. in the my dream kevin hugged the lightest, nick was normal and joe was the tightest. in reality. kevin was the tighest, nick was still normal and joe was the lightest. UGH! and when i realized that i started to hate joe! hahaha. i thought he was a jerk and all. but whatever he's still hot. and before, i would say.. joe is hot, nick is cute and kevin.. is just there. but i really like kevin now.. he's soo sweet and nice. and he looks better in person. haha. soo now it's.. joe is a jerk..but he's still hot, nick is cute,gorgeous,adorable,sexy and kevin..is soo sweet and nice. hahaha. so technically..i like all of them now.. not just nick and joe. ahhh BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE!! well for now.. that might change in the 28th because we get to meet&greet them again. but now.. there's pictures and signing and a lot of other stuff!! ahahha. ( so that was the highlight of the day.. and stuff happened after that..it's not really important but i'll write it anyways.. )

2:30 - We left the Samsung Place even though they were still there. we went in Central Park and just kinda walked around. we went to the playground and climbed the rocks and stuff and then alexis' mom called.. she was there already by the fountain in columbus circle.. so we left the playground. walked out of central park and went to the fountain. we got there and then we took the subway so we could eat. we were going to eat at Serendipity but it was 30 minute wait soo we decided to go 360 around the corner. It was a french restaurant soo it was kinda cool. we ate and I ordered a croque monsieur. haha finally i got to taste it! we always talk about it in French Class but i had never had a clue on what it is.. haha. it practically just hala bread with ham and cheese.. haha grilled. soo yeah  it was good. after that we went in urban outfitters to go check it out.. and then i went to this little corner and alexis was like "paola, look" and then i looked it was disposable cameras.. im like.. "ohh god, is that a sign??!" ( i forgot to write but while we were waiting on the line for the Jonas Brothers we saw a Superman Shirt at the CNN store.. so we thought that was a sign....back to the story ) soo yeah after that.. we went to dylan's candy store. blah there was alot of candies.. alexis and I went downstairs.. we stood at the corner where the pillows are. and then i looked up. and i was like.."alexis,look" and then she looked it was a superman candy holder like.. those chupa choops. and alexis was like "yes, that is deff a sign.. you have to get joe it." ( another thought: in one of my Jonas Brothers dream. I gave Joe and Superman Shirt and a Superman Cape and then a disposable camera. and GREAT things happened...that dream is actually one of my entries soo yeah ) and im like.. ahhh i think someone is calling me and telling me to get it! ( reffering to joe ) okaayy so after that we went upstairs again and tita lorna was in line and she looking at the selections for ice cream and i was saying all of it. all of a sudden i said this "ice cream" and it was called...CUP OF JOE. yeahh.. I was like "OMG. this is soo weird now.. out of all the names. it has to be cup of joe!" and alexis was like.. "yeah,..that is deff a sign!" ahhh weird... so after that we went to bloomingdales to look at stuff.. after that we left.. went to the subway.. and then P.J left there to go home.. cause he had work in the morning so he couldn't go with us. so we went in the train to port authority.

5:30pm - We got to Port Authority and we went on the bus. the Bus was right there. it was perfect timing.. so we didn't have to wait we just went in the bus. soo this time i took the aisle seat because alexis wanted the window seat soo she could sleep cause it's really hard to sleep in the aisle seat. soo yeah. i fell asleep for a few minutes and that was it. soo yeah we got of at freehold mall and then uncle eric picked us up.. and then while we were on our way home.. rowe called uncle eric saying that he's at the bus stop already. so we had to go back to pick up rowe at best buy.. and then blah we went home.. Alexis and I said that we don't ever want to take showers anymore cause.. duhh we just hugged the Jonas Brothers. but it was disgusting.. we smell and we feel sticky. ugh we just feel like crap haha soo we took a shower. right when we got home.. blah and then it was like twin day. cause alexis and I got out of the shower at the same time and then we put our hair in a bun.. we were wearing the same exact shirt. we had a flip-flop necklace on. and i told her to wear her cancun shorts cause i was wearing mine.. but she couldn't it.. after that we went downstairs.. to continue watching one tree hill..duhh and we both had cookie crisps. hahah and then we just sat on the couch.

9:20pm - I went upstairs and went on myspace.. I went to the Jonas Brothers Myspace Site. I looked at their tour dates schedule.. and it said. July 18, 7:00pm @ the gramercy.. I SCREAMED! I FUCKING FLIPPED OUT! i was like "you have got to be kidding me!!' they didn't even have that there this morning.. I went on their site before we left to go to NYC and all it said was July 18 at the Samsung Experience at Columbus Circle.. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i knew it! i knew somethng was going to happen!! leaving NYC at 5:30pm just felt soo wrong! UGH! we were there already!! we could have stayed!!!! UUUUUUUGGGHHHHH!!! i was soo fucking bummed about it! pissed! but then alexis was like.."it's fine, we're gunna see them in 10 days" ugh i knew that fact but.. ugh.. we were there already.. if only we waited two hours or something.. or waited for them to leave the samsung place.. UGH!! i felt soo bad. but whatever... it was over i can't do anything about it.. soo yeah.

***This day was great... ahhh i just ohh-soo loooveee it!***

okaaayy. so we ordered the tickets for the balloon festival concert at readington on the 28th. the jonas brothers duhh!. soo yeah we ordered that like july 8th. and when i came home today.. i got it! WWOOOHHH!! i slept over nicole's house last night. soo yeah.. it was just soo cool! I GOT THE TICKETS!! now im just soo freaking excited!! we got the v.i.p pass and we got the meet&greet.. OHHHMYYGOD!!! the much awaited meet&greet! hahahhaa. and then i got like coupon thing.. that i get a free jonas brothers cd. YAY!! im really happy. soo now im just going to have to wait for the 28th. i have to buy posters soo they could sign it.. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!! im freaking PUMPED!

hmmm soo im going to like.. 3 other jonas brother's concert. which means i will go to 5 jonas brothers concert in less than a month. hahaha. the one at six flags, readington, a.c, nyc, and ocean grove! wooohh!! and plus other concerts. i have never been to soo many concerts in like a month..

july 18th - JONAS BROTHERS! @ nyc ( for album release, just press and signing.. no concert )

july 19th - cartel @ six flags ( FREAKING EXCITED!! )

july 26th - the click five & ryan cabrera @ six flags ( not that excited )

july 28th - JONAS BROTHERS!! WOOHHH LOOVVEE<333

july 29th - plain white t's & secondhand serenade ( ahhh love them! )

aug. 5 - JONAS BROTHERS @ A.C

aug. 8 - JONAS BROTHERS @ NYC

aug. 23 - JONAS BROTHERS @ ocean grove

soo yeahhh that's freaking alot of concerts in like 2 weeks. hahaha.and plus. i have other plans too. like parties and stuff plus. family time at l.b.i. ahhh freaking awesome still! hahaha JONASBROTHERSfilledsummer ahhh gotta love it<33

hmm i guess i fell asleep today and i just dreamt of it.. cause alexis and I are talking about the meet&greet pass we got for the jonas brothers concert on the 28th. soo yeah.. i guess this is how it started. and also we were talking about giving them gifts and stuff, i was suppose to give joe and superman shirt and a cape. cause he likes superman. haha soo anyways. this is how my dream goes ............ soo we were at the meet&greet at readington. soo i gave joe a gift bag with the cape and the shirt and apparently in my dream i also put a disposable camera there and i wrote in a piece of paper.. take pictures of you guys and send it to me and then i wrote down my address. i have no clue why i would do that but that's okayy.. soo we were still at the meet&greet. joe opened the bag and he put on the cape. he said he really loved it. soo he put it on and started acting like superman and i was just taking pictures of him.. soo yeah..blah... days have passed....soo one day i was home alone. and i was still in my pajamas. i looked out the window and i saw this big bus who just stopped by my house. it looked familiar and all but i didnt really pay attention to it. i was just like whatevr.. and all of a sudden then door bell rang soo i opened the door. and i freaking FLIPPED-OUT! it was freaking jonas brothers. and they were like.. PAOLA!! and im like OMG! what are you guys doing here. joe was like here we took pictures.. then he gave me the disposable camera and kevin was like. well were here to visit you!. im like OH GOD! well come in. and i was like.. sorry im still in my pajamas, and they were just like.. ohh its cool we love pajamas! haha im like okaayy.. soo i gave them a tour of the house.. blah.. thats the living room. bathroom, kitchen. and i was like let's go upstairs. soo they followed. okay soo first room was mine.. okayy so me and my cousin alexis share a room. and they were like COOL! im like and ohh nick i gotta show you something.. soo well alexis kinda has this little crush on you.. so she made this. i opened the tv cabinet and showed him the jonas brothers wall alexis made and which is mainly pictures of nick cause she's obsess with him. ( she really does have that on the tv cabinet ) and nick was just like.. NO WAY!!! and im like.. yup and it even says.. i love nicholas jerry jonas. haha and he was just laughing. and i was like.. i think you should sign it.. she would FREAK! he was like.. sure.. so i got a marker and he signed it. right where his big picture was. im like cool. soo going on with the tour... blah the old room, my grandparents room, my aunt and my uncles room.. blah.. and i was like.. lets go down the basement. so we went there and ryan and his friends were there. ( and all of a sudden im not home alone anymore hahaha. ) ryan was on the computer. mike courtney and mike souza were playing pool and grady was just laying in the couch and watching tv. soo i went down there and ryan was like.. woah what's happening cause there were like cameras and everything ( cameras just suddenly appeared in my dream when we went to the basement ) im like.. oohhh its the jonas brothers. and he was just like... WHO?! and i freak.. soo i told them okaayy lets go back upstairs,, so we went up. and then i was like yeah that's pretty much it. and then joe was like.. are you doing anything today? cause if you're not then you could like come with us. were going to this place. and im like suree cool. can i invite my cousin alexis? and they were like suree.. and im like.. ohh okaayy im gunna call her and im gunna change. okay be back in a bit, then joe saw the trampoline in the backyard. and he was like OOHH YOU HAVE A TRAMPOLINE!! im like.. yeah.. so they went on it while i went upstairs to get changed. soo while i was changing.. i called alexis. i was like OMG! you won't believe it! jonas brothers are in our house right now!! and she was like.. no they're not! and then she hung up, so i called her again. i was like no seriously they're here. they wanna hang-out come home now. and she was like NO! stop lying! stop it. and then she hung-up. but i kept calling her but she kept saying the same things.. soo i was like UGH!.. so i was done changing. i went to the backyard to see them, and joe was like doing flips and everything it was funny. and then i told them,, ugh my cousin doesn't believe me that you guys are here! and they were just laughing.. and then i was like.. nick i think you should talk to her. and he was like okaayy. soo i called her and put it on speaker and gave the phone to nick.. it was ringing.... blah. and she picked up she was like WHAT???!! and nick was like.. hey alexis.. she was like yeah? and nick was like,, hey it's nick jonas and yeah we're really here in your house. and alexis was like.. no they're not that's impossible.. who is this?? and nick was like its nick jonas. and i told nick to like sing or something.. so he sang year 3000 and alexis was like WHO IS THIS??!! so i took the phone from nick.. and i was like that was really nick jonas! WHATEVER!! just COME HOME NOW!! and she was like.. FINE!. so yeahh i just went on the trampoline with them. and joe was like.. so can you do flips. im like.. well not really.. i could only do a front flip but i suck and i can't land it.. they were like.. oohh i wanna see! soo i did it and i didn't land it. hahaa it was funny. so we were just hanging out there then finally alexis came home.. and then she saw us at the backyard.. the jonas borthers and I. she FREAKED-OUT! then it just ended like that. hahaha

awesome dream.. once again. wow isn't that true obsession?! hahaha ooops.  it's fun though!

sooo today is the day after the jonas brothers concert. and WOOOHH!! i had one awesome dream.. and duhh it's about the jonas brothers.okaayy soo here it goes.

soo we were in line for kingda ka. same people as yesterday.. but the diffrence is. i wasn't gunna go on the same train as them. i was gunna go the one after theirs.. i don't know why but that's just the way it is. and also i was going to go by myself. soo yeah they went on the train in kingda ka. so i was like bye guys! goodluck! wait for me when you get down okaayy??! they were like.. yeah woohh! soo yeah they launched blah blah. then all of a sudden the jonas brothers came out from the exit to go on the ride. soo everyone was like flipping out. and i was just like HOLY!! hahaha. ( in my head: ohh this just sucks for my friends they missed them haha. ) soo they were waiting and everyone was just like JONAS BROTHERS!! soo my friends train came back.. and they saw the jonas brothers. soo they were all flipping out. so they went to the exit. and they were all over the jonas brothers.. soo the security guards blocked all those people and they were like.. let them through. soo they got on the ride. so it was kevin and nick in on row and joe in one row which happens to be MY row too. soo they asked me if im by myself. and i said yes.. cause i was. and then i got to sit next to FREAKING JOE JONAS! wooh. imagine that. haha. soo yeah we talked.. duhh. haha we talked while waiting to launch haha. he was like hey! im joe! and i was like hey im paola..blah blah we talked. convo... joe:hmm that's a cool name it's different. me:hmm i think my name is weird.. and apparently it's not a common name but whatever. joe:i think it's a really cool name. me:aw thanks. blah blah we talked some more. me:this ride is soo awesome! it's INTENSE! joe: is it really? im like excited but scared at the same time. haha me: don't be scared it's nothing at all. it's so much fun! joe: yeah it looks like it. me: so what are you going to do for the pictures? joe: there's pictures? me:yeah on right there when we launch and one over there at the end. joe:oohh cool there's TWO! haha. hmm i think we should just do whatever in the launch cause i bet i won't be able to do anything haha. and maybe at the 2nd picture we could like look at each other and scream haha. me: oohh cool! yeah. soo yeah our convo. and then we launched. i ended up smiling and peace signs haha and joe was just holding on to the harnest and smiling. and then for the second picture. we did what was planned. we looked at each other and we were screaming. wooh! soo we exited.. got off. we were still talking. he was like. that ride was AWESOME! and i was like I KNOW! ILOVE IT! he was like yeah me too! haha. then he introduced me to kevin and nicke. he was like heyy guys this is paola.. and like they were trying to say my name.. and fortunately they said it right soo that was really cool. haha okaayy.. soo we went down he steps. and apparently my friends sort of "ditched" me. they weren't there. but i didnt really care cause i was with joe hah. soo yeah when we got out. still walking and then i saw my friends by the store near the bathroom blah.. it was kevin and nick infront and me and joe at the back still talking.. soo all of a sudden i heard lily scream and she was like... OMG!!! NICK JONAS!! soo they ran to them. i was like to joe.. yeah they're my friends. and then nick and kevin just looked back and smiled at me. so they were there. and then lily saw me with joe and she was just like OMG!!. soo yeah i introduced them to the jonas bros. i was like soo this is alexis my cousin, this is lily alexis' friend, this is jesse lily's cousin, this is georgia, this is sarah grace georgia's sister, this is alyssa and this is my cousin nicole. and they were just like wooohhh that's confusing! haha.., soo we were just laughing. and then joe was like... soo what are you gys doing now? and I was just like.. i dont know maybe go on another ride or something. joe was like.. ohh maybe you guys would want to come over our tour bus and we could just like hang-out there cause we wont leave for another hour.. we were like SURE!! and then alexis..told me.. "but my dad is here already" and i just looked at her and im just like...WTF??! soo whatever we went to their tour bus. blahh we talked and talked. we helped them learn everyone's names. and everything.. blah they knew it. haha. and then alexis got a phone call and it was her dad. he was like screaming he was like ive been waiting here! where are you guys? come out now or im leaving!! soo alexis was like.. sorry but i think we have to leave cause my dad is really mad. soo we were like...UGH! and then someone from their crew came up and was like. were leaving in 15mins. soo we were like.. i guess we should really go now. and the jonas bros were like.. aww it was fun though.. alright. soo everyone hugged everyone. so they all went out the bus. and i was left there with the jonas'. soo i asked kevin.. i was like soo did u like any of my friends? and he was like.. well they're all cool and all. you guys are like sisters to me now. ( he said that cause he's like 20 and we're like 13-15 years ) and im like.. yeahhh.. and i was like soo how bout u nick.. you like anyone? then he was like.. well i kind of like lily.. and I was like yeahh i know she's funny. and then lily came back up the bus.. and she was like.. "paola we have to go now!" and then i was like okay i'll be out. soo she went out again.. and then i looked at nick he was smiling.. so i just laughed. i was like.. well i guess i have to go now guys. and then joe was like.. hey uhm can i have your number soo when we get back to new jersey again we could like hang-out or something.. and i'm like sure.. so he gave me his phone and i typed in my number.. and he was like thanks.. im like no problem. okkaay soo i have to go now. soo i hugged kevin.(lightly) i hugged nick(normal-light+tight) then lastly, i hugged joe(TIGHT!) and then they were like.. okay i'll see you when we get back at jersey! im like.. okay bye guys! ................ and then i woke up! ugh. i wanted to keep dreaming till joe calls me and we hang-out. haha but i guess now. well whatever, it was still one FREAKING AWESOME DREAM!! hahaha well yeah that was my incredible dream. and i really love it!

SIX FLAGS, GREAT ADVENTURE: JORDAN PRUITT AND THE JONAS BROTHERS!

OHH MY FUCKINGGG GODD!!!! besttt NIGHT OF MY LIFE!! okaayy sooo we left the house around 9:45-ish in the morning to go to great adventure to get v.i.p passes to the concert. jordan pruitt and the jonas brothers. hmm so went to the jersey shore store to buy 2 packs of starbursts. there was a line and it was already outside.. soo we were kind of scared that we weren't going to get the v.i.p but we did and we're happy. wooohhh v.i.p to see jonas brothers!! yeaaahh!!! soo after that we tried to go on el toro but it started pouring rain.. and they closed the ride soo we left.. then the rain stopped and we saw it go. but we were already out of the park soo yeah.. we left got our hand stamped and all that crap. hmm soo we drove home.. stopped by the mall, ate at the food court. went around and around and around. soo got home around 1:30-ish? soo i went to sleep woke up at 3 then took a shower. we left the house around 3:45-ish. picked up everyone who had to go the got back at six flags around 5:15. we went to location and the line was FREAKING LONG! soo we just chilled.. asked people where the v.i.p are suppose to be because apparently we can't stay infront of the line.. sooo sarah grace kept asking people. someone told us to go to the meet and greet area. soo we went there but the security guard said that we cant go cause we dont have the meet and greet pass and he said that we had to go in line.. blahh. and lily, jesse, and sarah grace saw nick.. ahhhh LUCKY! hahah whatever we get to see them at the concert itself haha. also, we saw some girls just like walked in cause they had the meet and greet pass which was freaking awesome! i wanted one! i think i would have passed out if i got to meet and greet them!! hahaha. soo yeah anyways we just chilled and when they opened the doors we went in. V.I.P SECTION BABY!! haha soo no worries. we get to stand infront.. close to the stage. haha soo yeahh well we got in waited another hour and blah minutes cause the concert starts at 7 and the door opened at 6 soo yeah. haha. soo we just stood there. sat there blahh blaahh and eventually jordan pruitt came out! she sang and sang and sang and sang and sang. till forever. she was good though and plus she's really pretty. she loves to pose and dance soo i guess that's kind of cool haha. some people said that she was lip-syncing though.. but oh well she was still good. hahaha i only knew one song from her. but whatever. soo i still took a bunch of pictures.. of her. soo then she was done singing.. then the disney radio people came out again and they had like beach balls and frisbee's with them and a shirt. they threw it. i got a beach ball and jesse took it from me. i told her to throw it at joe when he comes out. i wanted to write i love you nick and joe on the ball and throw it at them but we didnt have a marker soo scratch that idea. haha and then sarah grace got a frisbee soo that was cool. didnt really care about it though cause it was from disney not from the jonas brothers. haha. soo yeahh dancing and yelling happened and finally... THEY CAME OUT!!! AHHHH!! they are fucking GORGEOUS!!! ahhhh joeee issss fucking SEXYYY!!! nick is sooo fucking CUTEE and fucking ADORABLE!!! kevin is just.... plain AWESOME!! hahaha waahhh once they came out i totally fell in love.. like fucking love @ first sight. haha.. GORGEOUS bros. they're the fucking GORGEOUS SEXY JONAS BROTHERS! haha sooo anyways... yeahh they sang and sang and the more they sang songs the more they became hotter and more gorgeous. they were all sweaty and.. sweaty armpitss... haha but who the fuck cares theyre gorgeous! well joe's shirt was SOAKED! hahaha. soo anywayss.. they sang and rocked.. its was soo much fun. kevin kept throwing guitar picks at the audience but i didnt get any of them but thats okaayy.. they threw their towels too. and again i didnt catch any. haha they didnt throw it in my direction soo boohoo. hmm they threw their water bottles and wet us with it. soo that was cool even though technically they just spit on us because it was water from their water bottle which is pretty much composed of their backwash. soo yeah they just spit on us. but whatever.. ITS JOE'S!! hahaha. soo anyways.. soo before they sang hello beautiful. they called a girl. so that they could serenade her.. soo we were like OMG PICK ME! but joe ended up picking this girl named "dana" and she is supposedly from freehold too. soo hmmm either boro or township but ive never seen her in boro soo most probably township. oohh goodness. whatever.. she got serenaded. by nick and joe. well nick just sang to her with the acoustic guitar.. joe went on his knees and held her hand. soo ugh!!! whatever. lol. soo yeahhh... after that. it was freaking great she kinda ruined all the excitement and awesomeness of the show.. but whatever.. JONAS BROTHERS ARE STILL FREAKING SEXXXAAAYYY!!!! she's just a girl. hahaha. wooohh but joe looked really hot in those red hoodies and glasses. and nick looked soo adorable in the rainbow shirt with waves. hahaha soooo hmm they sang and sang alot of songs. their supposedly last song was "hold on" and then they just left. soo we were like... nooooo!! so we were all like "jonas! jonas! jonas! jonas! jonas!" we were asking for an encore... soo they came back... and duhhh we're all happy.. the crowd was screaming, they came back and sang year 3000. after that they left.. and did their official bow. WOOOHHH!!! freaking AMAZINNGGG!!! and just freaking pure hottnesss!!!!!!!!! soo we left.. blah alot of people. we saw their tour bus.. took a picture. wooh and then we decided to go on el toro.. soo we ran there. we were in line.. and then all of a sudden the jonas brothers band members came. the actual "jonas brothers" weren't really there. just the other band members. the drummer and the bassist at least, soo they went up the platform and after 5 mins. we got up the platform too. we got in line and we were right next to them,, soo we were talking to them. i was like.. soo are jonas brothers still here? but they were like. no they left already to go to boston. but i think they're lying though. why would they leave without their so-called "bandmates" hahaha. soo i guess they're just chilling in their tour bus. haha,. soo yeah we went on, and as usual it was amazing. el toro is always fun to ride. soo after that. we went to kingda ka. there was no line soo that was FREAKING COOL! soo alyssa, georgia, sarah grace, alexis, lily, me and NICOLE went on. jesse didnt want too. soo oh well. nicole was like freaking out she was literally about to cry when she was going on line.. but we were like its fine.. soo we went on the platform.. she was FREAKING out! but i tried to comfort her and told that it fine. soo she went on.. she was strapped in and all. i was sitting next to her. soo we got on the 2nd train maybe 3-4 seats from the back. but that's okaayy. so we were there. we watched the 1st train launch. i told nicole to just close her eyes. she did. soo we LLAAAUUUNNNCCHHHEEEDDD!!! woooohhh. and as always FANTASTIC! hahaha. kingda ka is just plain awesome. soo we went down and then told nicole.. I TOLD YOU WE LIVED!! and then i asked her if she liked it...she was like. OMG I LOVE ITT!! haha soo yeah that was awesome... then after that we left the park.. went to the guest drop-off then tita lorna and uncle eric was there.. then we went home.. aaaaaaaahhhhh!!! its FREAKING GOOD! awesome. one of the best days of my life.. hahaha JONASBROTHERSisLOVE<33

SIX FLAGS, GREAT ADVENTURE: GYM CLASS HEROES AND ROOKIE OF THE YEAR!

it was freaking amazing! so we got there around 12 something cause we didn't leave the house until 11 something. ahha soo yeah we didn't go on any rides cause all the lines were soo long. soo anyway. we waited in line around 3:30pm. the gate opens at 5:30pm it was good cause there weren't a lot of people on line yet soo it was cool. soo we waited there for like two hours. we were soo bored so we started playing the cup game and then took pictures and whatever thing we could do so we don't get bored. okay FAST FORWARD. soo it was 5:30pm still they didn't open the gates because the bands were still rehearsing. they opened the gates around 6:00pm. soo we got in there we were like 2nd row from the vip section soo that was really cool. we were close. so we still had to wait another hour because it doesn't start until 7:00pm. soo we waited blahhh. since they let people in later they had to move the schedule later. soo he concert is suppose to start at 7:30pm now. so we had to wait another 30 minutes. finally it started. rookie of the year was up first. I dont really listen to them but theyre actually pretty good. soo yeah ahha one of their member is soo funny. his hair was long and golden and bouncy and pin-straight and he kept banging his head which made even cooler. hahaha he's awesome! hahaha. soo yeah. while rookie of the year were playing it started raining, like pouring. BIG RAINDROPS! soo that sucked. i was holding my camera in my hand and i had to tuck it in my shorts and my bathing suit soo it wouldnt get wet. it was horrible but at the same time fun. after they finished playing we had to wait another 30 mins for gym class heroes to come out. it kinda sucks cause not only we had to wait. we had to wait in rain. soo i was really hoping that it would start to clear up cause i want to take a video/picture of gym class heroes. soo probably 2 minutes before they came out, the sky cleared and it was sunny again. They came out and I was able to take a video and take pictures of them. haha most of my pictures was travis but thats okaayy.. soo yeah after all that it was 8:45pm and the park closes at 9:00pm. so we ran to kingda ka soo we could ride it we went there there was no line. it was me, alexis, georgia and nicole. nicole didn't want to go so we gave her our stuff so she could hold it. we made georgia go on it. soo alexis and georgia sat together and I sat with this little kid. hahaha. it was soo funny cause georgia was about to cry and she was shaking. soo we got the 2nd train. sooo we had to watch the 1st train launch. haha so yeah it was our turn. then train backed up ready to launch... BOOM!! hahaha it was soo much fun. and then when we were at the top. georgia opened her eyes thinking that the ride was over but it wasn't so she had her eyes open while we were going down. it was soo funny. hahaha soo yeah we got off. as expected georgia loved the ride! hahaha i mean who wouldn't??! hahaha it is freaking AWESOME! soo yeah after that we left to go to the bus to go to the guest drop-off. hahah soo you think it's all over but it not. soo the bus ride to the guest drop-off. there were people there that we didn't know but they were teenagers, haha there's this black kid who they call doug e. fresh and they were like. doug e. fresh rap. so he started rapping. "the wheels on the bus go round and round , round and round" hahaha it was hilarious and then someone said something and they were likee OOHHH BURN! and then "doug e. fresh" was like. " would you like some aloe with that burn??!!" OOOHHH!! haha that was funny. never really thought of that too! but it was a fun ride to the guest drop-off. soo we reached the guest drop-off. went down the bus and tita lorna and uncle eric were there. soo we went home and while going home. it started to rain real real hard again with lightning and thunder soo that was really scary! got home around 10:30pm. it was fun!

RYAN'S GRADUATION TODAY

 June 20, 2007. Graduation of Freehold HIgh School Class of 2oo7.

I'm going to miss their class so much. They were soo much fun. all my senior friends.. I MISS YOU GUYS! their graduation ceremony was short and very meaningful at the same time. they had a short memorial for James Warnock and Mike Dragonetti. The principal gave the diplomas to the parents. After they gave the diplomas, the principal gave a short speech and then they released white doves. It was soo cool. well yeah they graduated. After that we went to mahzu for ryan's graduation. Relatives came and yeah it was good food. hahahaha. After that, we went home. Ryan threw a party down at the basement for his friends and stuff. fooorrr graduation purposes. hahaha.

** i got my haircut today too! haha **

EDITING:

sooo ryan was throwing a party. around 12:30. I heard a really really fast car go by the house follwed by a really really loud thump. all of a sudden, amanda's ( rowe's gf ) car alarm went off. soo she went out and found out that there was a huge dent on her car. everyone like freaked-out. then mallory called me asking what's happening cause it's so loud in house. She said that she hears Rowe saying that he's going to call the cops and everything. Ryan said that it was probably Servante and Sal Brisindi who did that because earlier they tried to crash the party and rowe kicked them out cause they don't want them there. soo yeah, eventually rowe called the cops cause they had to report it. So rowe told ryan to keep all his friends in the basement and not let anyone out. Three cops came and investigated on the car blahhh blahh rowe said it was his party soo assuming it was all 22 year old people in the basement. soo yeah after it was all done, the cops left and yeah. soo alexis, nicole and I went downstairs to supposedly make brownies but we ended up not doing it. we sat by the kitchen and watched people go in the bathroom and wait for the bathroom line.. hahha in the process of doing so we met some new people. haha. hmm we met nick ( ryan's future roommate ) we met brendon, alex c. and a bunch of other people. hmm, will b. was there and crupi was there. yeahh it was all good. will and brendon being drunk was trying to memorize our names. hahaha soo we tried to trick them and switched out clothes and changed our places. haha FUNNIEST THING! will called nicole "brenda", i dont know where that came from. brendon called me "payla" well at least it's close to paola hahaha. soo yeah hmm crupi taught us the cup game that was fun. he also tried to give us liquour but then tita lorna came so he just took it. hahaha. soo that was around 1:00am around 1:30am heather came with jacki and abby soo I went down the basement with her. haha it was soo funny cause when I went down pat and mike courtney was like OOOHH!!! GIVE HER A BEERR!! hah and he was like shouting RYAN! give her a beer! but too bad ryan's wasn't there. haha soo that was funny. soo yeah I was talking to heather. she made me a drink everclear and hawaiian punch. tried it.. HOLLLYY SHIT! it freaking burnt my throat. then jacki came she was like how much everclear did u put? and heather was like more than 1/4 of the cup. then jacki was like no wonder her throat is burning your not suppose to put that much. haha it was funny then heather, jacki and abby left yeahh they're gayy. haha soo yeah we just stayed there. watched them play beer pong. played guitar heroes and shit. ryan's made us the same drink heather made me but he put less everclear soo thats much better! haha. then alexis made us go upstairs cause it was already 3:30am and we had to wake up at 9:00am to go to sixflags cause gym class heroes is playing. haha soo yeah alexis and nicole went to sleep and I was still up. I couldn't go to sleep. I was up until 6:00am. I even watched the sunrise. Then, I decided to force myself to sleep. haha woke up at 9:45am. soo yeah nice 3 hours and 45 minutes of sleep. :) it was a freaking awesome day though.

"Didn't We Almost Have It All" Last Episode of Season 3

Bourke's vow: Christina, I could promise to hold you and to cherish you. I could promise to be there in sickness and in health. I could say, until death do us part, but I won't. Those vows are for optimistic couples or full of hope and I do not stand here on my wedding day, optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic or full of hope. I am sure. I am steady and I know that I'm a hard man. Take them apart, put them back together, I hold them in my hands, I am a hard man. And so this, I am sure, your are my partner, my lover, my very bestfriend, my heart, my heart beats for you. And on this day, the day of our wedding, I promise you this, I promise you to lay my heart on the palm of your hands...I promise you me.

*awwww sooo sooo touching. hah.

Bourke talking to Christina when she didn't come out of the door to walk to the altar.

Bourke enters the door.

Christina: I'm ready, I'm fine. Meredith talked me down, really I'm fine. Go,go,go I'll be right behind you.

Bourke: I'm sorry.

Christina: I can do this. You know I had a momentary freak-out but now I'm fine. I can do this.

Bourke: But you don't want to do this. I'm up there waiting for you to come down that aisle and I know you don't want to come. I know you don't want to come but then you'd come anyway because yolu love me. And if I loved you, if I loved you, not the woman that I'm trying to make you be, not the woman I'd hope you've become but you. If I did, I wouldn't be up there waiting for you, I would be letting you go.

Christina: I am wearing the dress, I am ready and maybe I didn't want to before but I want to now. I really you think I want this.

Bourke: I wish that you didn't think, I wish that you knew.

*aww last episode is GREAT! no more christina and bourke. no more lex and eva. meredith and derek = on the rocks. george is leaving seattle grace. LEXI GREY??!!? hahaha oohhh goodness. and then bourke left. aahhhh grey's anatomy won't be the same anymore. but i can't wait for season 4! woohh.